Emma Dilemma’s debut album, So Becoming, has a biting wit to it, betraying its punk rock DNA. As one half of the folk punk duo Chicken Little, fans of her work may have come to expect that. However, So Becoming is also an intoxicating blend of indie rock, folk, country, and punk. The blend leads to a strident album whose edges are softened by bedroom vocals and thoughtful string arrangements. The result is an album that goes down easy but will kick you in the gut once you stop to listen to Dilemma’s poetry.
Like her music, Dilemma’s voice wafts between a beacon shining above the swirl of her strumming and a gentle lilting just below the surface of her melodies. So Becoming is a bit of a free-floater, but it all ties together as a neat package by the end. Some songs are more distinctive than others, but it’s clear that this is an album that deserves repeated listens. “It’s So Easy,” for example, has a sprightly beat and pop melody, but tackles some of the deepest existential questions there are. Here’s but a small sample, though I highly recommend reading along to the entire song:
I have no savior, man, or god to which I pray
I have no savior, man, or god to which I pray
All of my anger, and all of my pain,
I have no one else to blame
But it’s so easy
It’s so easy
When the sun goes down and everyone’s asleep but me
When the sun goes down and everyone’s asleep but me
When the sun comes up and everyone wakes up but me
But me
Similarly, Dilemma can make the strongest vows sound like a lullaby. The album’s closer, “Protector,” makes a solemn promise while examining Dilemma’s place in the great scheme of things:
We’ll never stop defying the
fascist house you’re building
We’ll never stop defying the fascist house
until you leave
I am not anybody
I’m just a part of this fucked up place
I can try to sing about it
until this song belongs to us
until this song belongs to us
This is an album to make you stop and consider yourself and your values. At times forthright and subtle at others, So Becoming deftly interweaves the political and the personal with the loud and the soft.
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